Spin This Cabbage Vol I.

WOW! I can't complain for my life going in a positive direction. I have a smart cute girlfriend and work more than most people... still, I feel as if I should be in a better place right now. What a pickle, huh? Anyhow, I've been working on school outside of anything else. My birthday is creeping up on me pretty fast.

Now is the time where I pull it all out. I am doing very well, and need to keep doing well. I'm in a great relationship and have two fairly good jobs... now for once I'm thinking of the future, and want one.

Okay, after drinking (and I'm not just saying random numbers) 17 shots, and countless other drinks... at a gay bar no less, I was still able to retain my straightness. However, my friend (who shall remain nameless at the moment) was in the corner making out with some dudes. This leads me to believe that, if you are gay, you pretty much will react in that type of fashion. I have nothing against gay people (seriously, I mean I was in a gay bar at the time, but that's not the way I groove... know what I'm saying? So with this said, I kept clean for the remainder of the weekend. I'm doing fine however, so there's that. I will recommend that all ya'll watch and or buy The Young Ones/Bottom box set. I have the Young Ones Box set with out Bottom (a show with Ric Mayall and Adrian Edmondson from the Young Ones) Okay... that's it for now - PEACE

So... dating someone who is more a lesbian than say... a straight girl, has its serious draw backs. I've learned yet another painful lesson, but this time I'm more irriatated than bummed out. Anyhow, I saw Kill Bill this past Saturday and just picked up Fargo and The Lion King on DVD recently. Now I know what you're asking yourselves... Why did you buy Fargo? Seriously, I heart the Lion King, as well as Fargo, so there's that. Anyhow, I've been so busy with stuff, that I haven't time for much else. Though I'll pop up here from time to time.

Well, much better now thank you very much. I've been entirely too busy to even have the chance to get online, so here I am at the moment. Nothing to exciting going on aside from working and attempting to date once more. I won't talk about it until I'm sure we'll be going somewhere positive. So many false starts, I'm going to play it safe. It seems that I've been pretty busy for the past week or so, but I'm not sure what it was that I've been doing. As always, it can get better I suppose. I'll report more as I get it.

Sometimes we leave oursleves defenseless due to our emotions. Although, we (we meaning people as a whole) get over it, there still is that intial shock and disappointment. I don't want to get into it, but I'm thinking to myself right now that somethings I think I may be to fragile for this world... of course I'm being rather sensitive, but I will say that I now must put something behind me that I feel shouldn't have. Overall the day was disappointing, maybe I should write later when I have time and feel better. Tonight however, the new season of Smallville starts... so that's good.